Wednesday, 4 April 2012

I can be myself there. I don't have to pretend that I'm strong, well, on the outside. But actually I'm tearing apart on the inside. Previously, I looked strong, happy and almost everything. Everything that I showed was, amazingly F A K E. Yes, very fake.

 ♥ I was doing homework when Proverbs 17:17 came up on my mind. It says that ''A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity.'' My response is I'm really grateful to God that He sent me my bestf, which I guess my readers know who's she already :D I'm really grateful that she stood by me through everything. Through those happy and sad moments, she's the one who backs me up and keep reminding to stand strong and believe in Him. I thank God for sending her to me. Friendship is caused;it does not happen automatically 

♥ In real life, I don't speak like how I blog. Blogging and talking in real life is 2 very different things. I normally use strong words to blog and sometimes harsh words too. Idk if anyone realize that but in real life, I don't use strong and harsh words I used on the blog. I simply can't find other words to describe things on the net, so there you go. :D Idk if I've had any offended readers or anyone that dislike my style of blogging. If I do, I sincerely apologize to anyone of you who are offended :) 

♥ When I give out my sincerity, I hope you don't repay me with some sh*ts I don't deserve. It's not that I can't care, it's because I don't want to. Knowing of what the results will be, why would I throw myself into that pit right? Well, I'm not that dumb yet okay? It's not that I don't understand and it's not that I don't know. I knew almost everything, I just freaking shut up, so that the immature controversy between us would all die down.